I want my friends to feel that they are important to me.

I consider all my friends part of my life. For me, my life wouldn’t be this exciting if I haven’t met them. That may be the reason why I would always make a way to make them feel special and important.

I guess one way of showing them that they are important is that I keep on checking how they are. I would always try to find time to talk to them whenever I do not have anything to do. I might be annoying to some but I just want to let them know that I am always here for them whenever they need me.

I also try to share a lot of things about myself. Others might find this boring but this is my way of making them a part of my life. I want them to know what is happening to my daily life.

I am the type of person who won’t let my friends feel useless or out of place. I would always try to tell something so that there would be no dull moment.

I am not sure if this is the right way of being a friend. However, I believe that what’s important is the intention of being a true friend.

It’s easy to trust someone but it’s hard to make that trust last forever.

I must admit that it’s easy for me to trust people. It’s easy for me to open up to other people. I could easily tell someone everything about my life. I don’t know if this is a good thing. Some of my friends would say that I should not make my life an open book to everyone.

Lately, I am trying to be cautious on trusting people. I know that there are people who would be there for you because they have hidden intentions. I am not saying that everyone’s like that, but we must admit the fact that there are people who act that way.

My trust has been broken a lot of times. This did not became a reason for me not to trust anyone anymore. Instead, it served as a signal that I must first try to know someone fully before giving him my 100% trust. It’s hard to be disappointed when someone breaks the full trust that you’ve given to him.  It hurts to be taken for granted. Yeah, it’s easy for me to trust a person but once it got broken, it won’t turn back to its original state.  I believe that trust is like a glass. Once it’s broken, it won’t be in its original form no matter what you do.

Don’t take someone for granted. Trust is a vital ingredient for any relationship. Without trust, any relationship won’t work out. You must be lucky if someone actually trusts you fully. Don’t waste the trust that he is giving you. 

Without pain and suffering, there is no way of life.

Without pain, there would be no suffering, without suffering we would never learn from our mistakes. To make it right, pain and suffering is the key to all windows, without it, there is no way of life.

Every one of us is afraid to experience pain. There are times that all we could do is to cry it all. It's hard to suffer through all the sadness that we feel. It seems like it's the end of the world.

Experiencing pain has a good side. It teaches you lessons in life. It helps you understand that you won't be happy all the time. 

Remember the quote "Experience is the best teacher."? 

That's true. We won't be who we are right now without the experiences which made us strong. All of the experiences that we had, whether sad or happy, would bring us memories that we could look back into. They are the ones which formed our personality. One who had experienced almost every kind of emotion is a lot better than someone who has been happy all the time.

It's a must that one had been hurt in the past. That would teach him the essence of happiness.

Body Clock

Sleeping early in the morning, waking up late in the afternoon. 

I could say that there is something wrong with my body clock.

I guess most of my classmates know that I am a night person. I am the type of person who could stay up 'til 6am simply because I cannot sleep especially this term break.

It all started when I was in high school. There were tons of school works and 24 hours does not seem enough for me to finish all of them. I guess it was also partly my fault because I am a crammer. Since then, sleeping late was not an issue for me. College came. Sleeping late in the morning became normal for me. My body clock worsened when I reached fourth year. There were times wherein I would sleep around 3am considering that I have 8am class. I became used to it. I know it isn't the right thing but it seems like I can't get over that habit.

It's not good to have an image of being a vampire. Sleeping early doesn't seem a norm for me. People around me would even joke around to say that I am a vampire indeed. In fact, I have two friends who tried my sleeping habits. A friend who is a girl tried to gave me a curfew which was 2am. It worked for only two weeks. Another friend who is a guy made a deal with me wherein I need to sleep at 11:30pm everyday while he needs to do something in return (and that's a secret for now). It lasted for only two weeks because I have been too busy with my academics and sleeping early was not possible. All the efforts became worthless.

Time would come that I would learn to change my body clock. Sleeping early in the morning and waking up late in the afternoon isn't a good thing. It's hard to change this habit but I know it's possible. I just need to make an effort on it. Hopefully, I'd be able to sleep on time in the near future.